“I broke free on a Saturday morning, put my pedal to the floor…” If you’re just joining us, John Darnielle is the greatest lyricist ever, his one man band The Mountain Goats is the hippest thing this side of folk music, and The Sunset Tree, his latest, is a masterful autobiographical exploration of troubled childhood and redemption. But with this track, feel free to ignore all the context, and the specifics of the painful moment he’s narrating, and just blast the refrain:
This Year – The Mountain Goats
Recommended for driving, especially driving fast, away from something bad and toward something good. Darnielle’s music has never been elaborate or technically impressive, but it always presents his storytelling effectively, and here the driving beat manages to back up the angry determination in his voice and simultaneously suggest a speeding car.
Obviously following the cleverly, efficiently told story is worthwhile, if only to admire his skillful choice of words, but the chorus is the reason this song is posted. Pop music often greets heartbreak and personal chaos with resignation or self-pity or maudlin sentiment, or even a celebration of despair and dysfunction, instead of the furious insistence on staying afloat and getting past it that Darnielle captures here. If you can take that and use it, play this song at that right moment for you whenever it comes, I think he’s done something admirable, enviable and oddly grand, considering how widely distributed music is in the era of mass media. But maybe only I use music that way. It’s a good song, regardless.
Repeat after me: “I am gonna make it, through this year/if it kills me.”